There is something wrong. Yesterday I was sitting on the couch talking to Todd and the next thing I knew he was right in front of me saying that I had some kind of seizure. That he’d asked me a question over and over and I just sat there and did nothing. I don’t remember any of it. Todd worked as on orderly in a hospital taking care of mentally disabled children and he saw all kinds of seizures. He said I just stared, like a doll.
I’m so confused. I don’t remember anything. I also had a kind of debilitating headache. I thought that it was from my sinuses and all the wind we were supposedly getting from Sandy, but there’s no wind today and I’m still getting the feeling of ice picks going through my skull. I feel foggy and unclear, so I won’t be teaching tomorrow.
I fear brain mets more than anything else. I hope I’m just being paranoid.